a day of surprises and twists

although my desolated state is still the same, I wonder why a lot of people based on their actions show that they have a high regard on me. No doubt about it, it's because of that one trait that is best known in me again. Ya i guess you can guess that so, anyhow we tried our very best in dancing. At least, I was able to dance already with vigor. Life is super tiring because of p.e, I had a lot of bruises on my knee and even a back pain requiring me to drink a milk for 51 year olds hahaha. Oh well. My body is practically aching everywhere. To top it off, we didn't even get a flat 1. Such a miserable life for me ahaha. I could just laugh it off since there's no use trying to dwell on past issues. Nevertheless, I was thinking that it's the only problems that I'm addressing. I didn't even do anything that could really really make me happy as I'm trying to restrain myself coz of finals. I'm dying already as it is. How I wish life would be easier for me, things would just fall into place and there are higher rewards than efforts. I think I do deserve that after all the sufferings I had gone through. Please Lord :( have pity on me :(