hayyy

superrrrrr i hate what im feeling right now! somehow, when he said sorry, i took pity on him and now my anger is ebbing. But still, I really feel that there would be a change on his approach on me..i guess he would already not tease me. so, that means that we wouldn't talk that much already. I should be prepared. Base on my experience, the closeness of me and K was gone because I said sorry. Now, I bet it would be the same story. I should be strong. After all, I'll be transferring to a place where "no one" is my friend. I'm really depressed because all that I expect from myself was gone. Now, I shouldn't have been a joke. I should have been a little serious than I am right now. i'm just so tired and i wish that the Lord would send me a korean angel ahahaha to help me :) pleaseeee.